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oke. about my story. bad story !

when i love some one, he doesn't love me.

it's very painful.

I hate this feeling,it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell.

They say, "to love someone is to wait for them" and bla bla bla. and yeah. im waiting.

sometimes, i want to cry in my room, and shouted like a madman.

i want to say " hey you, why you can't love me ?"

its not fair

you know? i cry for you every night?

katil said : " udah ngel gapapa, lu move on aja ngel. pokonya lu harus lupain dia deh harus ngel"

dewi said : "ngel lu move on dah, dia tuh tipikal cowo yang suka banyak cewe. sakit hati sendiri

lu ngel ."

devi said : " udah orang kaya gitu mah jangan dipikirin,gabae ngel buat lu"

tebe said : " ibaratnya nih ya ngel. lu tuh ngisi air pake gayung, tapi gayungnya bocor ngel "

i want to forget you and move on.

but it's impossible for me to forget someone who was once the only reason i smiled.

Sometimes, the harder i want to forget you, the more i seem to remember you.

your mistakes never change my feelings. Because it's the mind that gets angry, but the heart still cares for you .

gosh, it so hard for me. I think I'll never smile again,

When I have feelings for someone, it will always be there.

but i think i must move on !

Enough ! I give up, it's not because I don't love you but because I'm tired of getting hurt & feels like you'll never care !!

I'll stop waiting for someone who is not right to come into my life.

I want someone who knows about me, and accept me no matter who I am.

My heart has been stabbed, played, cheated, burned, and broken... but somehow it shill works. I'm proud of my heart. ♥